I want you to know, but I don’t want to tell you.

I just want to feel good about myself and not let my self worth be defined by whether or not someone wants me

Why is tonight so difficult?
Why were the other nights just fine?

If I am to rely on no one but myself then I have to know how to deal with issues effectively on my own.

What am I doing
I keep obsessing over one single thing no matter how much I tell myself not to
It’s the pain of not knowing what’s going on
And I bet it’s sure as hell not healthy to be waiting around to hear about it
I should very much take initiative but I would rather do it in person
My goodness what am I doing.

living for myself

exploring what i like

making money

making friends to whom i would never have spoken twice

figuring out life now so i don’t get caught up later

enjoying the moment

balancing the past and future

getting ahead with my professional life

keeping in touch with old friends but not relying on them

relying on no one but myself

taking the time to absorb nature

taking advantage of my situation

going places 

seeing things no one else can see

experiencing new cultures

doing little things to help strangers

wearing what makes me happy and comfy

dabbling in hobbies

expanding music choices

laughing more than frowning

catching up with others my age to see variety in life

remembering that anything can happen so don’t expect one thing

befriending people of all ages

feeling good about myself

breakinq:

following back tons

breakinq:

following back tons

(Source: alittlezaftig.com)

expressions-of-nature:

*** the storm comes *** / Dolomites, Italy
by: Herbert Pramstaller

expressions-of-nature:

*** the storm comes *** / Dolomites, Italy
by: Herbert Pramstaller
breakinq:

following back tons

breakinq:

following back tons

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