I just want to feel good about myself and not let my self worth be defined by whether or not someone wants me
Why is tonight so difficult?
Why were the other nights just fine?
If I am to rely on no one but myself then I have to know how to deal with issues effectively on my own.
What am I doing
I keep obsessing over one single thing no matter how much I tell myself not to
It’s the pain of not knowing what’s going on
And I bet it’s sure as hell not healthy to be waiting around to hear about it
I should very much take initiative but I would rather do it in person
My goodness what am I doing.
living for myself
exploring what i like
making friends to whom i would never have spoken twice
figuring out life now so i don’t get caught up later
enjoying the moment
balancing the past and future
getting ahead with my professional life
keeping in touch with old friends but not relying on them
relying on no one but myself
taking the time to absorb nature
taking advantage of my situation
seeing things no one else can see
experiencing new cultures
doing little things to help strangers
wearing what makes me happy and comfy
dabbling in hobbies
expanding music choices
laughing more than frowning
catching up with others my age to see variety in life
remembering that anything can happen so don’t expect one thing
befriending people of all ages
feeling good about myself